suck my self

dear tiny memory,
here i am again, with all my complaint..

I know you're always willing to listen to all my complaint, you with an empty white screen, if you can speak, I don't know exactly what you're gonna say, I always come up with all my complaints .. maybe bored, or maybe you'll scold me for my ignorance.

Sometimes I wish that I could just scream, kick everything in front of me, or even beat my own head ..
I'm not so lucky, why am I not as fortunate as those who get the good end?
I know this is not the end of my life but why is it so hard for me just to think that this is all just the beginning of the struggle?
Alloh SWT allmighty, you're the most perfect, Lead me always in your way .. give me a little of your power to stand cause I'm just a person who has nothing..

amen ..
thx dear tiny memory..i hope i won't see you in the near future..or maybe no more at all cause i'm too busy with my happy life..